Sunday, January 16, 2011

Kepada TFM.

Okay! Dengar ni baik-baik! Stop spreading the rumors and read this. AKU TIADA AWEK. Except for u TFM. Oleh sebab kau TFM, aku baru tau macam mana rasa C.I.N.T.A itu. Kerna kau juga, aku tau yang C.I.N.T.A itu tidak berasaskan rupa mahupun populariti. Tapi ia berasaskan dalaman. Ia berasaskan hati. It just can't be born without mutual understanding.

For 3 months we were together and during that time, I learnt a lot! Kau lah kekasih muda ku dan kekasih terbaik aku pernah ada. Even bila aku rasa aku minat kat someone, the feeling for her just can't beat the feeling I once had towards u. The aura was sooo different. I know that it was my selfishness that brought us a part and again, Im sorry for making that stupid decision. I should be strong during that time. And even now, I still regret about it.

Kali pertama aku lihat kau adalah ketika di perpustakaan sekolah. Kau dengan cermin mata merah kau serta gaya kau speaking membuatkan aku annoyed pada mulanya. But as time goes by, that same spec and that same style of speaking makes me want to know your more. I was an idiot from the start to not knowing you like me. I was an idiot from the start when your the first to express your feeeling towards me. I was the big idiot from the start to ask you to be my girl through the internet though I can do better that than. I was a bigger idiot when I dumped you for such an unexcusable reason. A reason which myself can't deny that, it is no reason. And Im still puzzled how this thing happend.

Dear TFM, thnx for showing me whats it feel to be a couple. I mean a true couple. I dont care the people around me when they calling me a pshyco when Im dating a 3 years younger than me back then. Because you are my hope, you are my future, you are my everything. Until now you are my everything eventhough we are not together. I still cant forget you. It's already 3 years and yet I still like you. For 2 years we havent meet since I went to matrikulasi and u moved school. I hope we can see each other again and who knows..we can revive the old 'us' .

Sincerely,
Your Big Fat Idiot..
Muhammad Danial bin Mohd Radzi.

p/s : do tell me your favorite thing.

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