Kepada TFM.

Okay! Dengar ni baik-baik! Stop spreading the rumors and read this. AKU TIADA AWEK. Except for u TFM. Oleh sebab kau TFM, aku baru tau macam mana rasa C.I.N.T.A itu. Kerna kau juga, aku tau yang C.I.N.T.A itu tidak berasaskan rupa mahupun populariti. Tapi ia berasaskan dalaman. Ia berasaskan hati. It just can't be born without mutual understanding.

For 3 months we were together and during that time, I learnt a lot! Kau lah kekasih muda ku dan kekasih terbaik aku pernah ada. Even bila aku rasa aku minat kat someone, the feeling for her just can't beat the feeling I once had towards u. The aura was sooo different. I know that it was my selfishness that brought us a part and again, Im sorry for making that stupid decision. I should be strong during that time. And even now, I still regret about it.

Kali pertama aku lihat kau adalah ketika di perpustakaan sekolah. Kau dengan cermin mata merah kau serta gaya kau speaking membuatkan aku annoyed pada mulanya. But as time goes by, that same spec and that same style of speaking makes me want to know your more. I was an idiot from the start to not knowing you like me. I was an idiot from the start when your the first to express your feeeling towards me. I was the big idiot from the start to ask you to be my girl through the internet though I can do better that than. I was a bigger idiot when I dumped you for such an unexcusable reason. A reason which myself can't deny that, it is no reason. And Im still puzzled how this thing happend.

Dear TFM, thnx for showing me whats it feel to be a couple. I mean a true couple. I dont care the people around me when they calling me a pshyco when Im dating a 3 years younger than me back then. Because you are my hope, you are my future, you are my everything. Until now you are my everything eventhough we are not together. I still cant forget you. It's already 3 years and yet I still like you. For 2 years we havent meet since I went to matrikulasi and u moved school. I hope we can see each other again and who knows..we can revive the old 'us' .

Sincerely,
Your Big Fat Idiot..
Muhammad Danial bin Mohd Radzi.

p/s : do tell me your favorite thing.

Tension.

Oh. UiTM sem 2 sudah masuk n aku pun dh buat target aku berapa. Oleh kerna result lepas tidak memuaskan, sem ni result aku kena MEMUASKAN. Hari demi hari berlalu dan bila ku kira, dh 2 minggu hilang. Aku pulak boleh bantai rilek. Adei. Oleh kerna dah start sem baru, aku ingat perkara sem lama dilupakan. Rupa-rupanya tak! ARGH! Tension2. Kenapa laa benda sem 1 still ada?? Dengan prob sem satu lagi..Shit! Still, untuk mencapai cita-cita ku yang xseberapa terpaksa laaa aku harungi segala cabaran dgn hati yang tabah. Lagipun, aku kan abang. So, demi menjadi abang yang baik, aku kena laa buat yang terbaik. Betul x? Tapi, aku akui agak susah laa jadi abang ni. Dah ler asyik kena buli. Salah cakap pun jadi perselisihan faham yang amat ketara. Oh man! Apa apa pun, aku still ada famili dan rakan-rakan ku. So, InsyaAllah segalanya akan berjalan dengan lancar. :)

Tapi masih ada benda aku risau..N aku harap benda tu xkn jadi benda yang leh menjatuhkan aku.